When you live a life that was sheltered and had a lot of shit going down in that little bubble, how do you know that everything will eventually burst that little bubble and all the things you hold inside is going to come out? Will you embarrass yourself? Be proud? Have a complete mental breakdown?
I don't know, but shit needs to start getting real. So tired of trying and pretending.......maybe it would be easier if you just didn't give a flying fuck about anything.