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  • Mood: Obsessed
The definition of the word insanity is to do the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Makes me think of a lot of people I know (Don't worry, the people I know on this site isn't included). When you wander through life being afraid of everything and always trying to resolve conflict with a gentle and non-aggressive hand or being afraid of looking like and idiot/simpleton, that's when you look exactly like that. I refuse to be a little bitch any longer.

I'm in a gorgeous mansion, everything so antique it makes you wonder if it's of human design. We are having a tea party, gossiping about anything and everything. I sit back on the side lines, laughing at everything everyone says and not really putting in my opinion about anything (even if we're talking about people, which is pretty low). Suddenly, there's an excitement I cannot fathom or place in reason. We run to another room where you see more antiques and carvings in the walls of unspeakable sea swirls and nautilus'. In the back is a orange and red mixture of light in a long hallway with ICP pictures and statues in it. Out come Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope with all sorts of comradery. They start playing their own music, and the girls laugh and squeal while urging them to do all kinds of things. At one point J picks at Shaggy's nose and eats it. Afterwards they ran back and forth in their hallway laughing idiotically, waving their hands in the air crazily as they pounded up and down in the most outlandish way possible.



The island is so beautiful, it leaves little to the complexity that is the human imagination. Waterfalls, mountainous plateaus and pools of pearlescent beauty are everywhere, and over head is the outline of a smaller island held up by some unseen force of spiritual significance. The old mansion with Greek columns in the grand entrance entices with an unexplainable foreboding. Victorian dressed personages walk with irrefutable power, heads held high and backs stiffened in the delusion of a refined hierarchy. As I made my way down the grand staircase, a brash gentleman follows me everywhere to court me in his vulgar way. As i treat him with a distant, fearful attitude, he grows more bold at each turn. When we abound outside on the grandiose wooded porch out back to watch children play in aesthetic greenery, he pulled out his member and tried to have relations with me. Thoughts of another gentleman in my living life, for some reason, make me stand up for myself and I communicate how disgusted I am. Just as he's about to plant himself inside me, in the crudest of senses I kick and shove him violently. Everything turns red at that very moment. I run inside, up the stairs and into my bedroom with all it's lace and stuffed animals. He shows up at the doorway, but something somehow doesn't permit him to enter. Simply standing there in a glaring fashion, he says something but is muted as he talks. Then he disappears and I run outside. It's storming like nothing that can be found on an earthly level. I take a small boat with one oar and paddle myself out there canoe style (although I can't really say that it's a canoe I'm in) and find a smaller island outside of the main island. I find frightened children huddling in a pavilion with a hanging seat made of wound material. I comfort them and look out fearfully at the raging sea, watching huge waterfalls streaming from the island above the main island. Quietly I plot our way back to safety.

........
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Tool
The first thing that comes to mind when chaos is the ruler of your thoughts is the need to meditate or calm one's self down to a logical speed. This has to be a part of mental and emotional maturity. When you can say that your mind races along and crashes constantly, you know there's something wrong. How the hell do the monks in china do it? Is it because they're at the top of some distant mountain where nothing happens? Could you say that they follow the secret of life that proves to be repulsive to most people: to live as a hermit? When Hitler started to take on the reigns of a genocidal maniac with a need for control, how did he look so in control one minute and then later on get as desperate as a wild animal backed into a corner? What made Ghandi so calm and collective? Where did mathematics come from in a historical point of view? What is it about the human mind that can boggle and work perfectly at the same time, and why?
  • Mood: Dominance
  • Listening to: Don't Fear the Reaper, Burnin for you (BOC)
  • Reading: The Signs and Symbols Bible by Madonna Gauding
  • Watching: Documentaries
  • Eating: oatmeal
  • Drinking: orange juice
Ever feel like the entire meaning of your life is coming to a crest? Like, you don't know how to approach a new found knowledge or act on it? Ugh, if I weren't such a fucking pussy, I'd let myself go there, but do I dare? I mean, why does a feeling of power have to be as elusive as the life I want? (And don't you dare tell me it's because of me, I don't want to hear it again.......)

 It's in times like these that I ask the same question Jim Carry did: "God........WHY DO YOU HATE ME????"
                                    Chaotic logic
                              Corrupting ambient depth.
                               Reeds sway distinctly.
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: SAM
  • Reading: Great Expectations (Charles Dickens)
  • Watching: The Devil's Rejects
  • Playing: F.E.A.R.
From :iconthetruecrystalvixen:

Spell your name without vowels:
Jyssc

Whats your favorite number?
Why would i have a favorite number?

What color do you wear most?
Neutrals.

Least favorite color?
Pink.

Favorite sweets?  
Vanilla bean cupcakes and lemon squares.

What do you smoke?
That's personal.

Are you happy with your life right now?
No, get me out of this insane asylum.

Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
Georgie Henley when she was Lucy in The Chronicles of Narnia.

What is your favorite class in school?
College Algebra, thus far.

Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?
I prefer Nostalgic Store, Funky World, Tiger Imports, and anything in a museum or zoo.

How do you make money?
What's it to you?

Who is your best friend?
I have a whole myriad of best friends.

Are you outgoing?
I am whatever the hell I wanna be.

One word to describe you?
Oscillating OR scintillating.

Favorite pair of shoes?
My vans wolverine shoes and knee high converse.

Do you own big sunglasses?
NO.

Where do you wish you were right now?
A technical school, Shed aquarium, Lincoln Zoo, Colorado, some museum, Cedar Point, or Hibachi Grill.

What should you be doing right now?
Absolutely nothing.

HONEST SECTION:

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
That's for me to know and you to find out.

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Playing with my puppy, re-doing this meme.

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Sure, to reminisce about the good ol' days.

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My bf.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
College students.

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
I'm not a mad person, people just need to stop being idiots.

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Not as much as I used to.

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
My aunt/ Nana and Papa.

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?
Yes........everyone does.

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
Nope.

Can you dance?
Fuck yeah, I got my own style *does random dance*

Can you do a cart wheel?
No.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
No.......

Can you whistle?
No.

Can you wiggle your ears?
THERE ARE ONLY FEW WHO CAN.........

Can you wiggle your nose?
Sure.

Can you roll your tongue?  
Only for you, baby.

Can you make a clover with your tongue?
If you pay me enough to.

ANGER SECTION:

What do you do when you're mad?
I shake with adrenaline and try not to scream at the top of my lungs.

What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
almost shoved a person out of my window on the second floor of my house.

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
No.

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?
NEVER. Crying's for weaklings.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Once.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
No.

Ever cried over the opposite sex?
Who hasn't?

Ever cried over the same sex?
0_0

Do you cry when you get an injury?
No, I gasp and ask for some assistance.

Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes, but that's personal.

Do certain movies make you cry?
Only one has accomplished that.


HAPPY SECTION:

Are you usually a happy person?
I guess.

What makes you the happiest?
Hopes, dreams, my aunt, my bf, and a few friends that I've known.

Does being with your friends make you happy?
Only some do, the real ones.

Do you believe in yourself?
Yes, I just need to implement it.

Do you wish you were happier?  
No, if I were I'd be one of the "shiny happy people," as put by Foamy.

Is being happy overrated?
If you're referring to the typical American Dream, then yes. If it's something to do with being proud of yourself or doing the right thing, then no. It depends.

Can music make you happy?
Yes, sometimes.

LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you had your heart broken?
Just twice. it's nothing for you or anyone who doesn't know me well enough to know.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?
Still feel that for a couple of people.

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ''I love you''?
Yes, and I mutually return it.


HATE SECTION:

Do you actually hate anyone?
Don't give me a reason to.

Have you ever been on a hit list?
No, what kind of question is that?

Are you a mean bully?
No. Anyone who is doesn't know what's good for them.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:

Is your self-esteem extremely low?
No. I won't go to that place in my head anymore. If there's something in my life I don't like, I do something about it. I don't sit and sulk.

Do you think you're good looking?
I think so. I may not really do makeup or anything, but I clean up pretty good.

Do you wish you could be someone else?  
Fuck that, i'm me.

LOOK AT ME:

What is your current hair color?
natural, brown with auburn.

Current piercings?
ears, interested in nose and belly button piercings.

Have any tattoos?:
Nope, though i'm interested in the ohm and yin-yang symbols.

Straight hair or curly?:
Eh, it's kinda curly.

CURRENTLY WEARING:

What shirt are you wearing?
Comfy pj's.

Necklace(s)?
Nada.

Shoes?
Nope.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Hugged someone?
Yeah........so?

Been on the phone until the sun came up?
No, that's a waste of time and money.

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
In all senses of the word, NO.

Laughed so hard you cried?
I still do that, XD

Got in a fight with someone?
Yep. It's not like I don't have my tendencies to lash out. I am quite outlandish.

THE LAST:

Person you talked to in person?
My bf.

Person you talked to online?
Friend of mine here on da.

Person you hugged?
Uh, I really don't remember, lol.

RANDOM:

Do you like surveys?
Not this one, if that's what you're asking. Too long.

Do you get along with your parents?
Nope. They're the ones who screwed my life up.

Do you have mental breakdowns?
Yeah, and I enjoy every minute of it.

CURRENT:

Current mood:
mellow yellow.

Current music?
I'm eclectic, although I mostly like classic rock and certain random songs.

Current hair style
Slightly long hair cut, layered.

Current windows open:
This, youtube, UTorrent.

Current (i)ipad(/I) picture:
None.

THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?
No, I'm better than that. Did you know that realistically speaking girls get into more abusive fights than guys do in high school?

Did you ever run away from home?
Three times.

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
No, I want to figure out what I wish to do with my life in my own way.

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
No thank you.

THE DO'S:
 
Do you know how to swim?
Yeah.

Do you like roller coasters?
Yush, I'm a fearless.

Do you own a bike?
Yes.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
Only the weird ones, XD.


THE DOES:

Does hair loss run in your family at all?
Nope, but back issues do.

Does your car get good gas mileage?:
I don't have one.

Does your family have family picnics?:
No, but they do have arguments about religion at Christmas time.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?
Yeah, I love it.

Have you ever been to the ocean?
No, but I've seen the Gulf of Mexico.

Have you ever painted your nails?
occasionally, black.

THE HOWS:

How tall are you?
5'7"

How much money do you have on you right now?
$5.

THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?
My bf and his sister and her bf.

Last thing someone said to you?
"Did you download that torrent?"

Last thing you said out loud?
"I did." (I lied, lol, it's on pause.)

THE WHATS:

What is the weather outside?
The aftermath of rain.

What radio station do you listen to?
103.9 The Bear and an oldies station, 94.3 The Stream.

What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Habachi Grill (mmmm, sushi)

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Sierra Mist.
  • Mood: Obsessed
The definition of the word insanity is to do the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Makes me think of a lot of people I know (Don't worry, the people I know on this site isn't included). When you wander through life being afraid of everything and always trying to resolve conflict with a gentle and non-aggressive hand or being afraid of looking like and idiot/simpleton, that's when you look exactly like that. I refuse to be a little bitch any longer.

I'm in a gorgeous mansion, everything so antique it makes you wonder if it's of human design. We are having a tea party, gossiping about anything and everything. I sit back on the side lines, laughing at everything everyone says and not really putting in my opinion about anything (even if we're talking about people, which is pretty low). Suddenly, there's an excitement I cannot fathom or place in reason. We run to another room where you see more antiques and carvings in the walls of unspeakable sea swirls and nautilus'. In the back is a orange and red mixture of light in a long hallway with ICP pictures and statues in it. Out come Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope with all sorts of comradery. They start playing their own music, and the girls laugh and squeal while urging them to do all kinds of things. At one point J picks at Shaggy's nose and eats it. Afterwards they ran back and forth in their hallway laughing idiotically, waving their hands in the air crazily as they pounded up and down in the most outlandish way possible.



The island is so beautiful, it leaves little to the complexity that is the human imagination. Waterfalls, mountainous plateaus and pools of pearlescent beauty are everywhere, and over head is the outline of a smaller island held up by some unseen force of spiritual significance. The old mansion with Greek columns in the grand entrance entices with an unexplainable foreboding. Victorian dressed personages walk with irrefutable power, heads held high and backs stiffened in the delusion of a refined hierarchy. As I made my way down the grand staircase, a brash gentleman follows me everywhere to court me in his vulgar way. As i treat him with a distant, fearful attitude, he grows more bold at each turn. When we abound outside on the grandiose wooded porch out back to watch children play in aesthetic greenery, he pulled out his member and tried to have relations with me. Thoughts of another gentleman in my living life, for some reason, make me stand up for myself and I communicate how disgusted I am. Just as he's about to plant himself inside me, in the crudest of senses I kick and shove him violently. Everything turns red at that very moment. I run inside, up the stairs and into my bedroom with all it's lace and stuffed animals. He shows up at the doorway, but something somehow doesn't permit him to enter. Simply standing there in a glaring fashion, he says something but is muted as he talks. Then he disappears and I run outside. It's storming like nothing that can be found on an earthly level. I take a small boat with one oar and paddle myself out there canoe style (although I can't really say that it's a canoe I'm in) and find a smaller island outside of the main island. I find frightened children huddling in a pavilion with a hanging seat made of wound material. I comfort them and look out fearfully at the raging sea, watching huge waterfalls streaming from the island above the main island. Quietly I plot our way back to safety.

........

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Thank you for all the +favs
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You're very welcome, thanks for all the picks. It just really makes me want to go out and do something out there, it looks so wonderful.
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:)
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Crank Dat -Supaman Dance- by Fugaz-Star:iconfaveplz:  
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You're very welcome!
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I put that in my journal recently buuuuut...it's not an LP.
And it's hilarious.
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XD, this guy is notoriously merciless! I can't believe what I'm seeing, lmao.
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"I think I've become this nihilistic shitlord...I mean my computer's suffering but...eh..."
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XD, lol. I've gotten hooked on soundcloud.
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thank you for the favourite :heart:
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